The Beginning

Bright lights
Big city
Big dreams

Changes are a constant
Something I cannot control
This scares me

To give up control for an adventure
Sounds like a great idea
But control has always been what I yearn for

Ripped from right under me
A last minute decision
Fear of the unknown

Bright lights
Big city
Big dreams


To trust in those I hold dearest
Is an unsettling thought
From what I always have known

This year has been full of growth
To create this new person
A test to this

Bright lights
Big city
Big dreams

If it weren't for the support
If it weren't for the trust
I would never do this

Two days before
I pack my bags
Purchase my ticket
And go

Bright lights
Big city
Big dreams

 A last minute decision I am convinced to take a journey
An eight hour trip that will become the best weekend of my life
I am someone who needs control and stability
But the best two people in my life had pushed me to do what would be unthinkable prior
This weekend was more than the music
It was the fulfillment of change
An outward cry of self

It became a learning experience
One that I did not know I needed
Because I never thought differently
Than what was always in front of me

I did not know what was happening
I did not know what i was getting into
I did not know specifics
I had to give up POWER
And that was terrifying

Bright lights
Big city
Big dreams